Spending time

I told myself from the beginning that I would not obsess. I told myself that the right time would be here and I would just have to wait for it. I told myself that I would not even think about graduation because of the danger of depression like I suffered two years ago when my first baby crossed the stage, nor would I think about the addition of a daughter to the point of distraction.

I can tell myself all I want. The fact is that I'm not listening to myself anymore.