Maybe it IS midlife???

I don't understand it.

My biological clock went off over eight years ago, and it did so prematurely. At 32, I had a hysterectomy.

At 40, I'm actually looking up information on foreign adoption.

P & K sent an e-mail describing the glut of babies in an orphanage there. Then yesterday they showed us a video where we actually saw the babies. Between the two...well, I have to do something. That's just me. Maybe this is what God has been preparing my heart for all along, or maybe it's just my imagination.

Anyway, would it hurt to check into it??

And I finally got something out of Brian today about church, etc. Wouldn't you know it? We're on the same page. He's just so frustrated anymore that I don't think he cares to play the game. Unfortunately, that "game" has run into his spiritual life too far. I think he knows it but doesn't really know what to do with it. I know his pain.